“it could make me a billionaire if i just wanted to sit back and gloat to my own benefit.”

Some #reflections on the matter of the #whys throughout my life I was talking yesterday with someone about my project. I wanted – kinda – to know why no one wants to pay for it. Even where I might be neutralised, broken, torn and finally factored out, to allow for someone else to do the Zuckerberg. I wanted – without yet daring to say to … Continue reading “it could make me a billionaire if i just wanted to sit back and gloat to my own benefit.”

this is what I want, before I am able to move forwards on anything ever again …

… not a demand, a simple need I was at Remembrance Sunday in Liverpool today. It was one of the most moving experiences of my life. Good people sacrificing themselves today for a better tomorrow. I agree completely, both intellectually as well as emotionally. Sometimes we must. One speaker in particular made me cry, even as I was working; doing a job, you see. And … Continue reading this is what I want, before I am able to move forwards on anything ever again …

my singular achievement, post-2003

The past, recounted briefly In 2003, evil men, mainly men, some as close as family, and in family evil women too, treated me utterly improperly: and they did so by abusing deliberately of my innate curiousity, and openness and predisposition to follow a line of thought fearlessly, in an intellectually sincere manner, and totally without malice or thought for my own safety. This was repeated … Continue reading my singular achievement, post-2003